Love is much like a wild rose,

&; you mean more than you realise,

2012-01-16T03:34:00.000-08:00

Hi hunnies, I'm back to blog. Wanna guess the reason why? Because my nuffnang left $1.98 to be paid :( so I'm here asking for people to help click my nuffnang plsssss :( I'll love you for life! okok so I'm here to blog about my cousin's wedding that happened two days ago, on 14th january!

so we went to kl and yep! there's this table of caucasians behind me and this is their first time attending a chinese wedding! its quite fun and made me think of marrying earlier :( gosh whats wrong with me hehe! we reached there very early and waited for like 2 hours for all the guests to arrive! didn't manage to take a picture of the bride using my phone :( will update when the photographer posts it!

the food was delicious!! sharkfin.. & many others. thinking of it makes me drool!

the super asian pose.. i did it on purpose.. you'll never see me do that sign.

me and my mum like sisters meh?!?!?!?

ok so, i've been playing LoL recently. Its damn addictive! Its smth like dota and HoN but i prefer LoL.

I like using this character, Caitlyn. She's super hot and she's damn good at last hitting. I'm using it as my primary champion. Her ulti is some skill that targets the enemy champion and no matter how far the champion is, she'll hit. its good for killing enemy champions that are dying and running away. the bad thing is another champion can take the blow for it :(

next is karma, a support. she is supposed to assist and not kill much, and I love playing her bcus she has this skill, spirit bond, that bonds with another character/minion that you can run about, and the bond between you will damage any opponent in between. if bonded with an enemy champion, the champion will be slowed down in running away and when bonded with your team's champion, you'll run away faster! cool right!!

and last but not least, annie! the first character i used. I super love her bcus of her bear. her ulti is to summon her bear to attack the opponent and her bear is like super strong! and she's cute *pedophile*!!

and i've been watching fairytail recently. nice anime! okok so pls can you click my nuffnangs now :(

HAHAHA SO DESPO. but serious :( help ok! love you guys!

<3 <3

&; people are just so disappointing,

2012-01-08T03:53:00.000-08:00

Hey huns, I've been away for so long. this place is super dead. Well, I'm posting for the sake of posting. Much happened during the time when I was away. Went back to msia for christmas. Had alot h2h talk with my cousins. Like last time we all went to each others house and bathe tgt, YES, bathe tgt, boys and girls, cause there was a super huge bathtub! and we all play "slide"! then we'll be playing playstation til morning and get scolded by all our parents but fun! and we'll be ruining the kitchen and stuff.. hahaha miss those times.

so yeah, met baby on 31st. I baked chocolate cupcakes but was kinda fail.. The recipe wrote 3 eggs so i stupidly add in three eggs. In the end the whole thing was kinda gooey and had the smelly egg smell.. Baby then told me his sister always use 1 egg only.. so yeah. oh and when i was mixing the ingredients, i forgot to add in the egg, so it was like super dry.. then i was like, why so dry? then my bro ask me why i didn't put in the egg. haha failed. so yeah, met baby and we headed to braddell for his haircut, then went to yishun to take my lens from mingjing. went to marina & caught fireworks. Baby kissed me when the fireworks started, super sweet & happy day :)

After fireworks, met shawn & co. and talked for abit. shyan helped me and baby took the photo above. super nice right! baby says i look like barbie doll *shy*.

shyan and me.

2nd, met my baby again. forgot what we did but yeah, we have fun every moment tgt. despite quarrels over small stuff, we end quarrels sweetly. despite me giving up easily, always wanting to give up on this relationship, he's always trying his hardest to hold on for us. we just passed our 6th months on 5th :).

my girls. & shawn's lousy photography

at fish & co. on the 4th with estelle, rachael and tsiyuan @ clementi. removed out schl badge thou haha. enjoyable day but my $$ fly :(.

7th, met baby at causeway, went to eat dessert/desert(??) & icecream and walk around. caught mission impossible. quite nice thou but me and baby were shivering throughout the whole movie. guess we're too skinny *bhb*

schl's quite ok. didn't complete my hols assignment but last minute & the teachers were quite lenient about it. now left chinese ppt and im super lazy..

pls click on my nuffnang & formspring me, <3

love you huns.

Japan trip ( part 1),

2011-12-19T00:50:00.000-08:00

yumyumyum, takoyaki!

first night at ramada hotel @ osaka.

preparing to go some foodstreet for our first meal in japan!!

so adorable <3

how i wish sg have such vending machines :(

mummy and daddy.

christmas is coming!

2nd day, went to some palace the outside there to take pictures.

family photo!

universal studios japan!!!

hello kitty -meow-

hello kitty's boyfriend, daniel!

sesame street drink!

candy <3

shrek!!!

i look like some young model or smth... HAHAHAHA BHB

leaving usj -sob-

some super nice noodle!!

gonna blog about more about my trip in the next few posts! meanwhile, ever since i've been back, i've been with baby almost everyday. alot sad stuff happened but still, i'm happy ^^. met up with my girls, shawn and raymond on 18th. shall blogged about it when cheryl & shyan post the pictures!

i love my boy, mmmmmmuack :*

& i know my last post was like one month ago. ok, i promise i'll blog more often now! i've been playing LoL and audi alot, so i have no time! (excuses. im just lazy). i'll promise to blog more if my views go back to 300 per day or more :( cause now i have like pathetic 100 views PER WEEK. i can only blame my own laziness! but now imma put effort in it so you people must support! love you huns <3 click my nuffnang ads & dont hesitate to formspring me!

ending with a old photo with baby <3

&; cus there'll be no sunlight if i lose you baby,

2011-11-22T23:31:00.000-08:00

18 nov, went over shawn's house with baby cus we were celebrating shyan's bday in advance since she's gonna be in japan during her bday. surprised her.

giving cake to shawny's mum.

and chernis! so long since i've last saw her.

after the cake and everything, headed off to bugis. nis went to buy her screen protector hahaha.

then went to somerset 313. smth happened so changed plans from cine to plaza sing.

went hk xinwang cafe to eat. baby left after eating cus he have bike practical. sigh :(

then sent nis off to her bus and me jas shyan shawn and raymond headed to cathay.

caught happy feet 2. super nice movie ^^. cried at some parts. cus i was the one who wanted to watch happy feet and the only one whos not 16 yet.. :(, they said i was childish. in the end all come out say VERY NICE LEH. see?! i win.

after movie and rushing to the toilet!

took neoprints ^^. quite funny hahaha.

spam camwhored in the neoprint machines.

stupid face. hahahaha.

me cutting the neoprints.

"funny" faces

"stupid" faces

no idea whats this for. raymond is so pinchable kekeke.

1 2 3 4 hi 5!

i know.. i look neckless here.

shyan say want take full body shot kekek!

candid!

feel so tall...

and so short..

our birthday notes to her!

and her bikini we bought :b

<3 <3 <3 :*

ending here.

formspring me & click my nuffnang ^^.

cya!

Xx.

&; Cruel, cruel world,

2011-11-17T09:10:00.001-08:00

Welcome to society; where people are judged based on their appearances and rumors.

Celebrated rachael's bday on 1stnov. Woke up super early and met Tsiyuan at woodlands int. Then took bus to vivo and cabbed to rachael's house.

Her mum helped us to surprise her and yep, it was a fun day.

She doesn't eat cakes. That explains the puny cake up there.

Estelle snapping random shots.

Camwhore. Cant rmb what happened much.

With my baby while he's gonna cut his hair.

Silly boy hahahaha

He's kissing me and only me. :b

He gek his eye bigbig still smaller than mine hehehhe

I love him more and more each day hahhaa. guess some people would understand but some wouldn't.

Met jing and simin at bishan on Friday 111111. Headed to orchard and meet my baby. Separate ways with them. Then saw them while walking haha. Caught tintin with baby. Nice ok!

12nov went tiong and sg expo. Spent loads of $$ and ate Texas chicken for dinner. Quite nice!
Brother bday on 13 nov. Went out to eat despite fever. Ate hot tomato. The food there sucks. Maybe it's just me. Hahha.

Met shyan Chelsea and shilin on 15nov at wm. Then went down raffles to find baby. Sorted out some stuff. Not a good day. 16nov went over baby's house and yup. As usual our tickle fights. Then went to eat with Aloysius.

Today 17 nov. Went tiong and 313 with parents. Now otp with baby and he's telling me how to earn money on blogs Hahhaah!! Love him so much!

Formspring me and click on my nuffnang!
Xx.

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&; mockingbird,

2011-10-27T00:29:00.001-07:00

Ever loved someone so much you do everything for them and it doesn't matter if they appreciates. You just want them to be happy.

Been saving drafts for super long. So, I've cut my fringe and it's actually ok. I can't rly rmb stuff that happened weeks ago.

At Msia eating wanton mee and camwhoring with my sister.

We have same poses haha.

Went to genting some time back.

My first Starbucks drink. I can't drink coffee so this is some chocolate chip thing!

Played many rounds of bowling til my arm was aching for days.

Celebrated cheryl's bday on 23rd. Belated for her which is actually 20th.

Woke up early to dye my hair. Shyan and jas reached cwp first so they went to icing room. I reached followed by nis. Then went to buy her present. Shawn reached and baby reached too. The last one was Raymond.

Prepared and headed to cheryl's house downstairs. Told her I'm omw out alr then went she came down, we managed to surprise her!

Went to Mac and ate cake. Well it was mostly playing with the icing and stuff. Then headed to my house and slack

Went my sister's graduation concert. First pap student in our house. Lucky girl.

I'll do whatever it takes.

Formspring me and click my nuffnangs ok? Thanks Huns. <3

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&; hummingbird heartbeat,

2011-10-05T20:03:00.001-07:00

Hey hey hey I'm finally postin again! My blog views dropping like mad :( I can only blame my own laziness! Don't worry this post should be quite long hehe!

Went to causeway with parents on Friday! Can't rmb why and I bought quite some clothes! Still lack shoes!

Sunday 2nd oct jasmine came over and she die also want to drag me out of the house. Then Peishyan, Chernis, shilin, Cheryl, Shawn and Raymond came out of the lift with a cake!! I swear I was damn shocked. Went downstairs to cut the cake and we all helped each other makeup with the cake!

Happy me!!! I suck at cutting cakes heheh!

Their another surprise is baby! Hehehe he rushed here when he received the message! Damn cute!!!

Don't we look like one family?! Kekeke.

Shawn beautified my face haha! My sister too Chernis shoes and ran about! Super funny.

Afterward they all went up to my house to clean up while jasmine and Cheryl went to eat! They left and me and baby brought xuan to find jasmine and cheryl!

After eating we all went back to my house and around 8 plus they all left!

5 oct, IM OFFICIALLY FIFTEEN! look what Peishyan sent me! Super cute!!

After exam went over to find baby and after that went to eat dinner with parents! At house of seafood @ yck!

The beancurd I swear damn nice! Looking at this makes me hungry :((((

The 13.80$ abalone!! Hehe birthday girl gets it :p

My luohan longan drink! Healthy mxm!!!

Chilling crab! *drools!*

Black pepper crab!!

After that headed to icing room and they did my birthday cake! The side is I make one! Chio not?!

Camwhore :b!!

Happy birthday to me!!

I still have 2 more papers to freedom!! Hehe! Goodluck to people for exams! Click my nuffnang and formspring me! :*

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&; give everything and take nothing,

2011-09-25T05:00:00.001-07:00

Hello dear. I bet no one is checking out this space of mine already. Left it to rot away for so long. Hahhaah. Anyw, yup! Here I am!

Was playing with my photography apps and find this effect damn pretty! Can't really rmb what happened..

Been out with baby alot also! And okay, went to town on Sunday 18 sep and bought my new schl bag and some stuff for Japan trip!

Walked for super long then headed to food republic

Camwhore with super cute sis!

23 sep went over batok with baby for Chernis bday! Damn long never see them already :( too bad jas didn't came :(. Was down with flu and fever that day but I still went! Proud of myself!!! Hope she enjoyed!

Resting at home for past few days trying to nurse my sickness! And now I'm left with sore throat only!! Do click my nuffnang and formspring me ok?!

Loveya, xx.

&; I'm sick and tired of reality,

2011-09-17T05:03:00.001-07:00

Sorry for not blogging for so long.. I'm just lazy and I think no one is reading this place anymore. This shall be a place for me to rant. I can't stand how fake people are. I can't stand irresponsible people. And many of them seems to exist in my life. Fucked up people.

So headed to comex quite some time ago and bought a dslr. Nikon smth5100. Bought all the stuff I wanted. Quite satisfied. Then reached home and camwhored.

My life now is all about my boyfriend. I don't meet others much. Like for the past few weeks I only met jasmine, Rachel and Mingjing once. Feel really guilty cus maybe I prioritized my boyfriend > them. But I don't know how I can stand without him.

Enough with the depressing stuff. Caught smurfs with baby few days ago. Super nice! Eoys are just 12 days away.. Haven even start studying. I really need to do smth productive tmr. Ytd attended schls lantern festival celebration for the first time. Was quite ok and I left half hour early cus my dad reached already. So sweet of him to fetch me.

Today supposed to do stuff and everything's screwed. I'm not so angry anymore cus my mom apologized and baby tried cheering me up. I think I shld appreciate more about ppl around me. Never look back. Xx.

I'm quite happy with my life now. Happier than before. I don't need to convince myself that im happy like I used to. My life became so beautiful. So perfect. I don't want any of my past anymore. I don't need it. I'm better off without people whom broke my heart.

Ending here. Formspring me? Thanks & love ya.

&; will you love me back?

2011-08-28T09:16:00.001-07:00

Hello babies. I'm finally back to blogging! Sorry for mia-ing so long! I can't really rmb what I did! So hmm, 13 august went for baby's bbq for his birthday at bishan with jasmine. Met baby on 15 and 16 which is his actual birthday.

Then went over jb on 20 and bought many Many stuff! Then 21st went to orchard to do class cip. Baby sent me to orchard and walked around from 2 to 5! So nice!

He didn't even complain hehe. Then we went to toyrus and headed to tpy. 24th was daddy's birthday so I brought my sister to causeway icing room to make cake for him!

Frontview.

Sideview!

25th met jasmine and baby at serangoon and walked around at Nex. The three of us damn retarded, played kart rider at kfc.

They damn zai lor... I lost every round. Hahaha.

Then 27 jasmine came over while I go for piano lesson.

After that headed to promenade and met up with Shawn Raymond & Leslie and also jasmine's friend! Walked to flyer there for some ... Flea?

Super fail. Then went to cine. Finally ate my frolick hehe! Then took neoprene and went arcade.

Really like having someone to confide to thou! Was quite a sad day. But everything turned out fine hahaha. Nothin to post already. Enjoy the pics.

ENDIN WITH MY SISTER CUTE FACE! okay do click on my nuffnang and formspring me! :)!

&; Sometimes I lay in bed and think of you,

2011-08-10T18:19:00.001-07:00

Hello!!!! I'm finally blogging. Haha baby asked me to blog last night :B

So, I met jasmine on 6 august to do homework! Went to hougang mall and had frolick first hehe.

After that went to Nex library and started on homework! Didn't accomplish much thou! Then baby and Charles came over then we went to sing k.

8 august, met Rachel at punggol cc. Cheryl came over to meet Lynette and this stupid bitch pierce labret never jio :(

See?! Nvm I meeting her after schl go pierce :B then baby came and we left and headed to the Cathay and caught the zookeeper!

Afterward headed home. 9 Aug, national day, woke up early in the morning to attend my sisters national day observance! She's super cute I swear.

After that headed to causeway to shop with my mummy and I finally got a new wallet! After 6 months heehe.

Went to hougang green to met Rachel elli and co. on 10aug. After that headed to amk and I went to every corner to chrge my phone. Then baby came and ate dinner. After that went piano.

I'll be posting again soon okay!! Hope my readers don't fly away :( click on my nuffnangs and feel free to formspring me!

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&; You make me believe in forever,

2011-08-01T02:38:00.000-07:00

hellohello! im blogging again hehehehe. sosososo, baked cookies with jasmine and cheryl on saturday! turned out quite okay. we did for each other k! hehehe. then we all left my house around 5pm, and cheryl headed home while me & jasmine headed to khatib!

met boyfriend and okay, i've a question to ask. WHY IS EVERYBODY PLAYING KART RIDER?! heheh i just downloaded :x . so, went to yishun swimming complex to wait for charles and then we headed to yishun dam.

drank and played truth or dare. haha super epic. i knocked my head while laughing LOL. then left there at 12am. super scared!!!!! then went to some kopitiam.

next morning, the four of us went for breakfast then we all went sengkang and we all headed home! this is how i spent my hungry ghost festival countdown HAHAHAHA.

to the person on my formspring! my phone :).

spam my formspring babies! and click my nuffnangs!

&; I really wonder if i meant anything to you,

2011-07-29T06:38:00.000-07:00

HELLO! IM FINALLY USING MY LAPPY! hehe . im so bored and my blogviews are like decreasing like mad! okayokay readers please dont fly :(

i've been meeting my baby jasmine and boyfriend recently! haven't been at home much haha! and im currently having cca. goodgirl96!

can't wait to see my bby tmrw! we're gonna bake cookies! this silly of mine always make me high! hehehe she damn cute hehe love her like mad.

& i have an amazing boyfriend who gives in all the time! make til i like take him for granted hehe! i'll treasure him! i won't think about the past anymore *cross fingers*

been camwhoring alot using my iphone! okayokay. shall end post!

formsprign me!!!!

&; And I think about you every night before I close my eyes.

2011-07-21T00:44:00.001-07:00

Hullo babies! I'm finally posting heheh! My baby helped me post yesterday, love her :*!

Been meeting Chunwai, jasmine and Charles recently! Hehehe double date! So we went to marina barrage on the 16th. Before that, we all went to sengkang to fetch jasmine from her house hehe!

Then headed to compass to eat! Jasmine and me went to buy mats and sparklers. While buying, Aaron texted me. Hahaha. So epic. Then I dropped my phone for the first time T.T

Then we finally headed to marina barrage and laid our tents hahah. All the other pictures in my camera but I'm currently posting with my phone hehe. So we sat down and began looking at other people flying kites.

I was feeling shiverish and cold so i was kinda shag! Then jasmine and Charles decided to take a walk hahaha and left me and Chunwai. They supa long then come back! Played with sparklers. Tried to make heart shape but failed :(((((

Then left marina barrage and headed home! Fell sick with high fever and rested at home for Sunday and Monday :( Tuesday, jasmine Chunwai and Charles came over to my house area fetch me hehe.

Then we headed to causeway and watched Monte carlo! Was quite okay hahaha. After the movie we all headed home haha.

Wednesday, Chunwai fetch me from schl and we headed to yishun to meet
Mingjing! So long never meet her she's so outdated already hehe!

Bought my iPhone cover, screen protector and handphone strap hehe! I love my phone now <3! Hmm later I'm heading to yishun to meet jasmine Chunwai and Charles again hehehe! Catch me there :p!

And and, formspring me thankyou! <3!

Cause love is like a rose; beautiful yet dangerous.

2011-07-20T04:04:00.000-07:00

Hello people!
I am helping the lazy woman to update her blog!
If not all her readers all run away already!
These few days she have been meeting ME.
cause she love me so much HAHA.

Hope she can last long with her baby.
They both are super sweet!!

P.S. but she love me too! <3.

&; Thanks for showing you cared, todays gonna be the last time i let my tears fall for you,

2011-07-09T09:44:00.000-07:00

harroharro. today is a fun day. hahahaha. after my piano, headed to fetch jasmine from cwp to my house.

then i keep changing shirt cus idk what to wear! so finally decided and we started recording ourself singing! link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NFb7WTiXSuQ

then we finally left house and headed to meet chunwai & charles at khatib.

camwhored awhile while waiting for them to come. super slow.

then took mrt to harbourfront & went to sentosa.

they played soccer using volleyball. super epic ahha. i did my homework there!!

the win blowwwww.

i look so innocent hehehe.

so after that, jasmine & the four boys went to play luge. then me and chunwai waited for them play two rounds. smth happened.

super shag. then headed home with jasmine. super cold & hungry in the mrt.

father fetched my from admiralty and i tabao macspicy hehehe.

our hands <3

hahahah super shag face

this is how my hair look after i tie up and put down!

my nose so sharp k3k3k3. okokok, formspring me. bye <3

&; You better not break his heart, if not i'll break every bone in you,

2011-07-08T03:30:00.000-07:00

hi darlings. sorry for not updating! busy with schl and stuff.

went studying with lover on 30th june. went yishun to meet her, bought sweettalk and headed to junxian's house area to study!

2nd july, rachel came over to meet me and we headed to yishun. met chunwai and camwhored.

i was super epic! i stood on the chair and said "i am the king of the world" then chunwai say, "then i everyday king liao" :( why people keep disturb my height!!!

chunwai sent me home after that. met jasmine on 3rd july. bused down to hougang and trimmed my eyebrows again!

walked around and after that headed to fep. bought shoes! then shawn came. went to eat prata halfway raymond came. im super unglam! baby eats with her fork and spoon & i eat with hands hehehe :$

went to sang k @ marsiling cc. then headed home around 1130. touched up abit and she changed clothes and we took last train to yck to meet chunwai & friends.

they drank. i drink a little only! i was super tired so i fell asleep and chunwai was carrying me wtf. so xiasuay. then cabbed home and continued sleeping.

met rachel on 4th july and headed to amkhub. met jeremy, zhengyi & qihui too. catched up abit. then headed home after walking around.

got together with chunwai on the 5th. hahahhahahahaa. time to get over :). so met him at northpoint, and headed to lover's house to talktalk. she got her septum pierced! hahaha.

im so adorable <3 <3 . tmrw going sentosa with chunwai, jasmine & idk who else hahahahah.

FORMSPRING ME K! byebye <3 <3

&; Why do you affect me so much? you're just my ex..

2011-06-29T03:37:00.000-07:00

hellohello! left this space of mine empty for VERY LONG! sorry babies :(! went out with my girls, jasmine, yueling & chernis on 23june!

no pictures cus its stored in my camera memory and idk how to get it out! so, met jasmine and yueling @dg mrt and headed to bugis. bought tickets for laddaland and played ddr~

then went to buy koi and went inside! was quite boring at the start then when the ghost first appeared, the 3 of us screamed and suddenly got a long hair girl standing beside jasmine. then realised is chernis LOL!

i keep screaming and the people around us keep laughing at us, sieh xiasuay! then almost going to end alr,me and yueling bth alr so we ran out HAHA. leaving jasmine and chernis inside!

headed to toilet, saw hanyi & her friend, and saw tania. then went to sky garden and camwhore. sadly nopictures!!! :( when they finished the show, we headed to walk around in bugis as chernis wna buy shoes.

was searching for lower lashes but :((((! cannot find nice one so gave up. then went to eat @ yoshinoya for dinner, and continued walking. decided to trim my eyebrows and trimmed with jasmine! SUPER NICE NOW HAHA.

after wards headed homeeee! went down hougang on 22nd to find rachel & elli, sze hao came and i left for piano.

25th, went hougang to find rachel and headed off to town. lost my phone again. srsly suay max, lost 2 phones in a week!

camwhored in the train, like i always do HAHA.

oh and she got her fringe cut! NICE RIGHT.

i drew on this shirt myself.

went mac for dinner and headed to sengkang to find elli. i first time see people got 4 maids sia! helped her with her homework and she went to prepare. left her house after midnight.

cabbed to my house and first thing is to on com! hahahaha, then we eat instant noodles and drink milk~. super fun!

around 6 in the morning, i bth alr gna toh alr, then they say they go home sleep later go town, but we all sleep until super late HAHA.

went to school for the past 3 days! imma goodgirl ^^. met chunwai @ hougang on 28th, and waited for hisfriend. then rachel and elli came. went to eat kfc while chunwai and his friend left.

walked around hougang mall til 9 plus and went to 424 to camwhore.

i tried putting bottom lash, how do i look?!

super fun, took loads of pictures! alot of my pictures in rachel's phone thou!

headed home @ 11.30 and father fetched me from woodlands.

hahahhahahah okay, enough pictures! formspring me babies!!

&; Goodbye my love, i love you, 14ths :)

2011-06-21T09:13:00.000-07:00

my aunty with the super small durians! hehe, back from malaysia :). ate alot of durians cus my late grandfather owns a durian orchard and now is the durian season! damn cool right!

the super small snake which was crushed by the durian hahah! so i went back to celebrate my sister's birthday, and yeah, slept quite late everyday so my eyebags.. and i cut my fringe and temporary curled my hair for one day!

super pretty flower hehehe. went swimming on one of the days and played table tennis aftermath, my skills deprove like @#$%($*! then watch ghost movies with my cousins, aunts & uncles. damn boring!

took aeroplane home on 20th, went home and prepare then headed out to hougang to meet rachel and co. when i reach didn't see rachel so i was standing alone, then suddenly got one guy come ask me, eh qimin?! then i was like. OMG LOUISE. haha.

then waited for rachel to come, drank abit. she got drunk. i got a little drunk but was okay afterwards. cried, cus he said no matter what i do, he won't come find me. lost my phone. fucking suay!

then rachel vomited and stuff, so called her friends to come down and carried her into the cab and sent her to sh's house. she immediately fell asleep, so i cab back to 653 to find my phone but to no avail.

very sad :( my first time lose phone. plus if want replace sim card need $30!!!! :( reached home and bathe and wanted to sleep,.but facebook kept me awake haha!

my temporary curls.

to the anon on my formspring.

silky girl suki compact powder, za foundation, eyelash&glue from daiso, maybelline gel liner, etude house eyeliner, daiso concealer, lipstick from sisley, liquid eyeshimmer from sasa.

formspring me, <3

&; i hate that you keep breaking promises,

2011-06-14T09:15:00.000-07:00

hello babies. so 13 june, woke at around 5pm, then went for piano and afterwards headed to bishan to find my precious jasmine. then waited there for chunwai then waited for his friend. finally left at around 10pm.

(chunwai eating my toblerone and his friend beside)

went to ph. didn't went in though, only accompanied jasmine to sell her tix. do buy from her next time when there's event ok ^^. after that finally left that place. felt much better. i dunno why i don't like crowded places nowadays.

cabbed back to my house, and we were praying so hard won't have midnight charge but yeah damn sad. cus i no $$, so she pay and i feel so guilty :(. so went to cook noodles to eat cus i was super hungry and we watched movies on my lappy cus no internet. hahahaha. was fun. painted nails and put mask.

talked to her about alot stuff. missed her like mad. then she went to sleep first. then i went to sleep. and when i woke up, i saw her standing and looking down at me. was like shock hahahahah. then we went to bathe and prepared.

headed to causeway to meet two of her juniors, geraldine and felicia. was kinda awkward but turned out quite okay haha ^^.

after that headed to nex, wanted to catch a movie but in the end went to lan and audi. so yeah, went home after that. tmrw flying off. fucking hell. he promised me to met me today, 14. you know today is out monthsary? do you fucking rmb ?!!!! k.. im gonna miss loads of ppl. :(.

anw my acc full alr, so i cr8 another acc.

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002544943544

and and and, do formspring my ahma,

http://www.formspring.me/itypeuread

and formspring myself too hehe ^^. thanks <3.

&; Even she saw through you,

2011-06-11T13:20:00.000-07:00

helloooo. haahhaa met up with jasmine on 11june. im flying off soon. ugh. had fun with my precious baby, she's da best srsly! never failed to enjoy with her ^^.

so woke up at 11 plus and went to bathe and prepare then went over to her house there. cus it was raining in the morning so i wore long sleeve, but the afternoon turned out to be quite warm.. so regretted.

then went to tampines and walked around. talked alot. then headed to ehub to watch super8. was okay lah. abit lame but quite some part baby so scared then she suddenly grab my arm. and we sitting couple seat ><!

after that took bus to sengkang and she left for home and i waited for my bus home. when i reached wlds, parents come and fetch me and we went to eat prata ^o^.

i rmb me and baby were @ ntuc, then i saw nipple tape. AHHAHAHA. inside joke and smth super unglam happened. won't mention hehehehe. & we're jealous of couples who go out with their parents :(. jealousjealous!!!

its 4.19 am now. gonna head to bed. gonna forget all your promises. gonna cry one last time for you. bye my dear. bye my past :).

&; 为什么你要伤害一个爱你的人，

2011-06-09T01:57:00.000-07:00

hello dears. i srsly hate guys who keep finding excuses for themselves despite knowing that we know the truth. its so fucking annoying that they think they can hide from us lol. kk.

so 8june, went to the cathay with yu xian. met him @ dg mrt. after that walked to cathay and bought tickets for dylan dog: dead of night. the show was okay i guess but i have no guts so i was like super scared lol.

after the show headed to eat @ ajisen. then i realised my belly stud dropped out so i went to the toilet and fixed it and came back to eat.

aft that yu xian headed to jurong east while me to yishun to meet chunwai. he took red line all the way from dg to je haha. i alighted at yishun and disturbed him about having 11 more stops to go.

met chunwai and headed to mac to see him eat. after that he sent me home and yeah camwhored at home. was kinda disappointed. played maple til 3 plus.

after that went to sleep and yeah, 9june, today supposed to meet someone. but well, yeah. now im stuck at home with fever & flu. :( flying off in 6 days. HE PROMISED TO MEET ME BEFORE I FLY OFF. ugh liar.

to the anon @ my formspring, this is a picture of my wedges :).

bb formspring me lovelies. <3.

&; I know you ain't right, but my heart kills to walk away from you,

2011-06-07T11:02:00.000-07:00

Hello babies. Today was initially a fun day until i got home and ugh. yeah upset and disappointed i guess. soooo, i watched beastly on funshion and its freaking nice! so sweet :x.

and 7june, met shawn @ bugis mrt . was wearing wedges and i was TALL . felt so tall ahahhaha . then after that we headed to mos burger and i ate .

after that we was like "what should we do?" then we decided to watch movie so we headed to iluma and caught kungfupanda. my third time watching in cinema..........

after that headed to buy koi and he sent me home .

not forgetting to mention, he shit damn slow . i was waiting outside the toilet like a retarded for idk how long wtf .

and we camwhored on the bus hehehe .

took a picture with mummy hehe .

formspring me ok <3 hehehe . bye babies .

&; a dream is a wish your heart makes,

2011-06-05T10:19:00.000-07:00

hellohello, its 5thjune and my lover alr left for msia :( so i headed to sentosa in the morning with family for my mother's company family day event thingy!

bad hair + makeup day my eyelash keep dropping out and was raining HEAVILY so my hair was screwed. so i was so pissed i plucked out my eyelashes and started camwhoring. fail shots though .

after that headed to walk around, ate candyfloss & stuff . if not for the rain, its actually quite interesting ><

then my bro & sis decided to go for bungee jump. ^ my sis . when she jump everybody look at her . cus she so kewt right!

my bro ^ . he dont dare jump funny mxm!

after that i headed off to cine and met byron, kenneth, meiyi & co. ps cannot rmb names ><. was quite awkward actually but turned out alright :).

i look so happy here cus lover's camera got the children's mode then the screen infront show a clown and im supposed to act joyful like a kid hehe!

Formspring me babies, <3.

&; For you and me, this is the best,

2011-06-02T10:47:00.000-07:00

Love this song..

hi dearies, wondering who still reads my blog :(. hahahahs 4 days consecutive out with lover alr!

1st june, lover called me at 9 plus and tell me she coming over @ 11 so i continued sleeping til she reach >< then put mask with her and stalked people on fb hahas.

after that i headed to bath and she too. i swear i damn childish k! i tell her " eh we see who faster! " . hahahs in the end she faster :((((. and i was quite pissed with my sister cus she keep play lover's phone.

so after that we headed to sing k and met chunwai @ causeway . awhile lover left and me and chunwai headed to popular and awhile i went home .

so 2nd june, met lover again ahhahas. headed to northpoint to meet her & bella then after that headed over to tamp then ehub.

caught xmen - the first class . okay srsly i dont understand whats the story about actually but the alex super hot! hahahah x;

after the movie, lover ran all the way to the toilet and i followed >< ohmygod lor damn xiasuay cus alot ppl look at us running!

then headed to tampines and went to some place to slack and awhile headed home! otw home h2h talk with lover, talked alot :/.

ahahahs i tmrw finally can rest at home but then have tuition :( sian mxm.. its 1.45 am now and im still wide awake!

and i super jealous lover's camera. you see :( make until my eye so nice like very big and innocent :3

in the ktv qahahhas. kk formspring me <3.

&; She loves you more than i do,

2011-05-31T07:22:00.000-07:00

Hello. 31st may!!! tml starting of june already k3k3k3. sooooo, today headed out with lover again! oh btw saw her blog, she loves you more than i do . i admit defeat k .

SOOO, lover came over my house, and when she reach i was bathing hahahah then i faster rush out and bring her in.

after that we makeup and camwhore quite alot before heading to causeway . then went to causeway and walk around, went kopitiam eat dessert (desert ?)

then after that headed to yishun and walked around again and camwhored!

then went to some block and sat down and pasted our nails. one hand each ahahhaha funny mxm then we were taking random shots . super funny k! more pics go fb !

see my heart <3

do we look alike?!

this one also right!

after that sent lover home and headed to north point and met chunwai. i realised everytime i go down yishun confirm will meet chunwai one LOL.and to clarify one thing. he. is. not. my. boyfriend.

then walked around again and went popular again ahhahaha.

then aftr that awhile i headed home :3. and now im waiting for 11.30 :P. tmrw you will knw why!!!

kkz, formspring me, bb <3

&; I love you, i really do.

2011-05-30T11:14:00.000-07:00

i am happygurlz_96. today was a veryvery fun day i swear! 30th may :P. hahaha morning wakeup prepare and stuff and headed to causeway.

waited for lover to arrive so i was walking alone and i got lost -_-. then she arrived with peiyang and kundian. then we headed to 515 to eat. super awkward k!

then i headed home awhile to take stuff and show lover smth. then went to 516 meet them and headed back to causeway. bought tickets for kungfupanda again cus lover want rewatch ^o^.

after that headed to yishun and camwhoring in the bus with lover. then walked around northpoint then lover left and we were otp. then met chunwai.

bought bubbletea and headed to some random block to slack downstair. super funny k! he was replying texts using my phone and my typo while i camwhored :3.

then we talked alot and i keep touching up my makeup. idk why ahhahaha.

then after that he sent me home ^o^. saw a squashed cat otw.. super scary k! and im super happy ^o^. kkz.

ahahahah bb, formspring me <3.

&; Don't be someone who you ain't,

2011-05-29T05:29:00.000-07:00

Hello!!! Im gonna update this space more often :3 SO, 28 may, at night went out for dinner with family @ marsiling. ate bak ku teh ~.

then afterwards headed to waterfront. and obviously camwhored alot!

mummy makes me look so tanned :(

SEE WE SAME HEIGHT. i am short.

after that walked abit and took many shots til camera ran out of batt!

the heart shape leaves! super pretty lor :( my mother want pluck out, i say $500 i draw one for you sua . hahaha.

29 may, after i bathe and makeup, before drying my hair.

and camwhoring. HHAHA.

SLEEPING BEAUTY AHEM.

rain rain come inside my mouth <:

okayyyy, formspring me kks bb <3

&; Its like, hurting so much til you can't feel anything.

2011-05-27T22:12:00.000-07:00

Hello dears. soooo, 23rd may after school went home then went down batok with salted fish to meet my precious shyan. she told me she alone so i cabbed down and you know what? SHE WITH SHILIN. ugh :(

then we went to walk around then went up to arcade to ddr & jubeat. talked about alot stuff and was fun! then headed down to rockery and drank milk tea and we did a very retarded thing. cus shyan told me that shilin talks very soft on phone. so i called shilin's phone and we conf w shyan. then in the end we all laughing.

then the next day, 24 may, after school headed down batok and changed. bought slippers too. then shyan went to find potato & then things went out okay. there was some part i wanted to laugh but haha :x. aft that chelsea came and we went to koufu. then shilin came. then me and shyan went up arcade t ddr again while the both of them @ koufu.

then headed home again. srsly enjoyed with shyan! then 26 may, aft school headed home first, then went to yishun and met with mingjing, yapyi, ahyi and yeechin. they were at partyworld alr so lover and yapyi came down fetch me.

after that found out a few things about her. quite shocked but well. so aft that went to block downstairs to camwhore and slack then headed back to northpoint to meet chunwai. bought sleeping beauty book for him (Y).

then i headed home. next day didn't went school and met lover at yishun at around 12 plus. then headed to nex and met bella and nicole. caught kong fu panda ^o^.

that movie super cute okay! then after wards headed to fep while bella and nicole left. met junxian @ tpy mrt then went to fep. after wards went to taka then headed to lovers house.

we were stalking shuaige and chiobu HAHA. we were like eh this guy shuai one then we keep stalk (Y). super fun. ate dinner then after that headed home.

lover, me.

yapyi, lover, me.

me, lover.

bella, nicole, lover, me.

me, lover, bella, nicole.

formspring me kks?! bb <3

&; Some things just ain't meant to be,

2011-05-21T10:51:00.000-07:00

its just so amazing some things can make us realise the impt things to us . if it belongs to me, it'll come back to me. i've been ranting alot on twitter and i've been eating ALOT of junk these days. but i feel much better :3!

btw i've uploaded me playing piano! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Fj3fAf8y2w . comments pls <3

so yea, today, 21may, went to sentosa with jasmine, nicholas(???), shan & his friends.

so yea, met them at khatib first, then met jasmine at serangoon and nicholas at vivo. then headed into sentosa and went to the beach. guess what we did?

we chose a rock, and sat down, and camwhore and "PEEK" at hot guys. with hot bodies obviously. hehehehe, h2h talk with her! then started burying nicholas in the sand.

then, camwhore and camwhore and camwhore again. didn't went into the water though, cus we both never bring clothes!

(IM TIPTOE-ING)

then after that headed to the toilets and yeah waited for some time, then went back to vivo. separated from shan & friends and we headed to daiso!

sososo, we bought stuff and then went to macs and eat . jasmine left halfway cus she had to go to nex to meet fraizer(??) :(((( . so left me and nicholas then we walked around. and then we took mrt home!

and here i am, im so tired i can possibly fall asleep right in front of the com heh!

okay, so, i wna say about things i DISLIKE about guys. 1) OVERPROTECTIVE. okay this matters alot! i dislike guys who are overprotective. i stress dislike again, not hate. its like, hello? i need my own space too? plus me & you ain't even tgt and you're trying to control me? DREAM ON.

2) SENSITIVE&PARANOID. srsly, get a grip on your nerves. dont get so uptight about everything k? being sensitive is good. but over sensitive leads to over protective, and leads to me DISLIKING you.

3) LIAR. okay this is like obvious cus many people also dislike liars. but well, i don't like the feeling of someone cheating my feeling. like acting like "oh i love you so much i can't let you go" then the next moment. damn, he lets you go. he finds someone else new . and promises her the same thing he promised you.

4) READINGMYBLOG&NOTFORMSPRINGINGME. :( i have like views , not alot but still its reasonable to have at least A FEW questions? :((((( . kk, this im hinting you guys okay *winkwink* kk bb <3

&; Im willing to let go if you're happy.

2011-05-16T04:12:00.000-07:00

Hello, i had been thinking alot rly. few days ago, smth happened. called you, you came down. you hugged me. you gave me hope. yet, now you left again. i'm wondering if you were ever serious about me. if leaving was what you wanted to do, you shouldn't have came that day. you shouldn't have gave me hope. you should've just destroyed the last glimmer of hope. i was alr devastated, yet you brought my hopes up, then throw me down again. you know i can't go on living like we do. in the end either me or her have to give up.

i'm willing to give up. if only she promises she would treasure you and not hurt you like how i did. if only, i could turn back time, but its impossible. if i could turn back time, i wouldn't want to meet you, though you are the most beautiful thing that happened to me. i don't want to hurt you again. i'm not worth your love. you're worth it. if i ever give you up, i won't be telling you i'm giving up. instead i'll tell you i'm moving on. cause i dw you to be in r/s just cause i gave up. i want you to love her cause i moved on, and you can't hold on to me anymore. i feel guilty, hurting you, and her, she's innocent. sorry for being a third party. sorry for calling you that day. i thought you wouldn't pick, plus i wasn't in the right state of mind.

and lastly, i'll be rewinding the memories we ever shared. i hope you still do rmb me, though you don't love me no more. i hope you'll still rmb me ten years down the road, me for being who i am. i'll rmb you, no matter what. it would be hard to forget you anyw. oh, be happy with her. she loves you, you love her. i'm no position to be loving you / showering love on you / caring about you. i'll be holding on to my promises. and i promise i will be here for you, if you ever need me some day, and if you don't need me, i'll be gone, far far away.

&; She's right, you love her more than me.

2011-05-11T07:09:00.000-07:00

Hello. I'm left with twitter now, so anything follow me @pinksundaeheels .

I was a fool , i didn't listen . i never did . i thought i didn't have any feelings for you . but i was way damn wrong . srsly i didn't know you had her . before i texted you , i was thinking . thinking abt the past and wow . one month only , and so much memories between us . so much that i can't forget any .

i was thinking if , i text you , would you reply ? would you ignore ? alot of thoughts pondering through my mind . i didn't know what to think . and finally i picked up my courage and done this . and here i am , sorry for my mistakes . and being called a bitch with an itchy pussy .

im sorry i think you got me all wrong . first thing first , i didn't leave him HAPPILY . which eyes of yours saw me did ? none . so don't come up with rubbish . second , i dont have an itchy pussy cause im still a virgin and i don't crave for sex . i don't need sex .

Next, i did say last long . i never said "OH BITCH IM GONNA MAKE HIM MINE" i didnt . but yet i seemed to a threat to you . * i wonder why * . and last , she's right . he loves her more than me . because last time , he wouldn't tell me anything about yx txting him . i found out myself . now it seems that he tells her everything . a good sign hur .

im not going to feel oh-so-guilty because i DIDN'T know. and i said i would wait . i didn't say i dont care, come back to me now .

i love jasmine, peishyan, and few of my classmates who asked from me what happened and asked me to cheerup . i rly needed it . thank you babies . <3

&; what about love?

2011-05-06T07:04:00.000-07:00

I've smth to share! Credits to talking-smiles.blogspot.com!

分手1天后

假若我们相遇

我会看着你的眼睛

用泪水告诉你

不愿意看你离去

只要你回头

重新开始多少次我都愿意

分手1周后

假若我们相遇

我不知所措

直到你消失在人群里

我才知道

这个夜晚陪伴我的

只剩下哭泣

分手1个月

假若我们相遇

我会掉转眼光

假装没有看见你

却在心中升起希望

希望听到你叫我的声音

听见我每晚魂牵梦绕的声音

分手1季了

假若我们相遇

我会停下脚步

静静地站在街角

不想被你的快乐看见我的哀伤

已经注定的结局

好不容易平复下来的心情

不想再被打扰

分手已经半年

假若我们相遇

打招呼的表情可以是淡定

心里涌起的

却还是深深的惋惜

也许还有恨

是爱情留下的痕迹

分手后1年

我依然希望和你相遇

想让你看到

没有你的日子

我也可以活得愉快

想让你告诉我

你也很好

即使没有我在你的生命里

分手后两年

却始终无缘与你相遇

所有所有的话语

深埋在在我一个人的心里

所有所有的场景

只是自己虚构的梦境

做过了梦破了只留下残破的回忆

最后

世界一圈圈旋转

时间一天天继续

我们告诉自己

多苦多痛

明天也一定会来临

以前的过往谁会在意

没有人在意……

hello ppl! miss me right?! okay so today i'm gonna try post a wordy post. Lets talk about this smth that everyone yearns for, but at the same time, they detest the existence of it. Sometime, they get hurt, but most only understand it was the process that counted and not the quantity they spent tgt. Its the quality. yeps. this is about love.

so, what do you guys think about love? in my opinion, i think that its something, that life has to go on with. even if you say you wna give up one love, there's always this smth or someone that you'll always love. may not be those relationship types of love. it could be your friends, your teachers, but most imptly, your family. no matter how much you "hate" them, you'll realise in the end that, you can never rly hate them. they are those who can be around you all the time. they are those who will never bear to leave you. even if they do, they didn't ask for it.

i used to be a suicidal person, or should i say, those type of girls who slit to "crave" attention as most ppl would say. then thr was this time, i slitted myself. and as usual i hid from my parents as im afraid they would send me to counselling or see doctor and such. but when my mother found out, no she didn't go crazy, she didn't become hysterical. all she did was to hug me, and told me that no matter what she would stay with me. and this is love. its like, when your parents "nag" about whr are you, what time are you coming home and such, why don't you think that they are concerned. they are afraid smth will happen to you. this is the common daily things in life. and this is the love that everyone has. you can't deny. this is just simple love express through simple ways.

why bother finding a relationship at such a young age when you have all the love you need? its just cause teenagers have the mindset that you can only feel loved when you have a boyfriend or stuff like that. you're alr used to the love and concern that your parents shower over you and you take it for granted. you think this is their job. their job to feed you, their job to keep you in the house. but, have you ever thought abt if one day your parents leave? how would you survive? how can you move on? who will be thr for you FOREVER? no, a boyfriend can't. forever is too harsh a statement to make. months, years, does that count as forever?

hmm, okay, enough of that life stuff, i think i'm getting naggy. hahahhahaahaha. change topic! who's been following the royal wedding?! srsly i'm jealous of kate :( her high cheek bones and dimples :((((.

princess diana and prince william when william was still a child. super cute!

HEHEHE. i saw this and i burst out laughing! okay ending my post here <3!

&; You're my love, my life.

2011-04-30T23:26:00.000-07:00

MY CUTE AND INNOCENT SMILE TY .

camwhoring! long time no update alr! i caught 2 movies, source code & arthur!

my sharp nose <33333 hahahah i dont rly understand source code though! and arthur watch halfway!

im heading to east coast ltr, hehehhehehehehe see if anyone can spot me there.

my natural brown eyes ty . fs me!

&; cry the pain, loss and regret away, leaving love.

2011-04-21T01:08:00.000-07:00

Camwhoringggggggg with my webcam! fyi this whole post no have makeup :3

hehehhehhe.

im super bored at home and im thinking about stuff. sad stuff.

upset much. points to my sis pacifier ^ . I WNA >:

I didn't force her into this!

i shall smile :D anyw i was watching bollywood movies just now -___-. ok fs me <3

&; Love's what works for me and you, it always does.

2011-04-18T22:02:00.000-07:00

hey, happy new year to me. nvm i shall post a optimistic post!

for those who have been following my twitter or friends of mine on fb, i think you should've known what happened and i don't wna elab anymore.

soooo, sunday, went to marinabarrage with cousin. but before tht we went cck.

went to ntuc thr and well, wanted to do her home econs but nv do.

then aft tht we went to the blues buy hollow pin and i help her repierce her tongue then put the barbell. finally she nv drop out.

aft tht we headed over to marina barrage. actually meeting chunwai and friends one, but then aiya they fucking long then cause both of us need reach home at 9 cause of sch.

went to the gallery thr camwhore like crzy hehe. look at my jiaobin.

and tht cousin ytd went to laser her tattoo then now super disgusting . the words pop out then eeee.

had loads of h2h talk abt few ppl.

then we ate gummi bear at thr then eat m&m then eat jalabee.

we like a pig only tsk!

OH AND NOT FORGETTING TO MENTION. she keep bang till ahma.

gegeehehe

like this picccccc , my hair colour

see i have small small dimple

hi i am so cute. anyw me and her carrying same bag only mine is leopard prints hers is black one.

the super cool place!

i rly can't stand hypocrites ugh!

used her wifi and stalk ppl on fb <3

wo de leg so sexy

cui face.

she keep say she want cut like tht the fringeee

unglam

SHE KEEP SAY SHE FAT WHR HAVE

chio

heheh cute face

forgot on flash

cui lahhh shit hole

cute me HAHA

why am i so cute ??

my hair colour is awesome

ehhehehe abit unglam but hair colour stil nice

the mad chio kites in the sky!

MY SIS WAHA

i know i very cute . AND I NO MAKEUP .

sis threatening to hit cousin!

she wearing my last time spec -___-

headed to 888 <3!

&; I cant fool my heart anymore,

2011-04-14T06:01:00.000-07:00

I'm finally updating! Hehe, i'm a very good girl nowadays, always staying at home to do my homework. SHOCK ANOT? ^^.

I'm like using super long time to update this post! I keep on pausing to think what to write ):

I haven't been going out lately, so i'm gonna talk about last sunday. 10 april i think?

Tht stupid cousin of mine came over then i left house. Went over to cwp to buy hollow pin.

Aft tht took bus to my house downstairs, met Qineng & his friend, and helped her pierced her tongue.

The whole process was effing epic.

After tht we went to the multi purpose hall while watching them play basketball.

camwhored :3. Alottttttt.

Texted Alvin, and he came downstairs and awhile me and cousin went up my house.

Ate my curry chicken while she eat maggi mee :b!

Aft tht we watched few movies, i showed her some parts of piranha :b!

SHE TOTALLY FREAKED OUT. HAHA.

Thn she keep wanting to watch drag me to hell but i'm super scared of tht show so i didn't let her watch <;

Then we webcammed!

Aft awhile she left home!

And wow, from monday til now thursday i haven't went out a single day.

And anyw i change my blogsongs, to kinda emotional.

Tht expresses my mood now. Emotional and upset.

It came as a shock. Rly shock. I cried a few nights reminiscing the memories.

Don't bother looking back at me, i've decided to move on. I've decided to let you live your life.

In peace. W/o my restrictions. W/o me making you worry all the time.

I love you, i really did. But its time to end this. There's a beginning, there's an end.

And since, you were the one who hinted the end, i guess i've no right to stop this end.

And wow, i know you've moved on. I can feel it. Don't lie to me tht you love me. Don't lie again.

Cause if you rly love me, you won't leave. You won't hurt me so deep. You knew i cried. You did. And you believed me that i wasn't crying.

Maybe, in another life, we'll be together. I given up on this life.

I guess i'm rly making the choice that i'm gonna turn les.

I've been considering for some time now, and i guess nows the time.

I thought i knew how i feels. But i was wrong.

I can't help but surrender my everything to you.

Love him well. Take care.

fs me. please. i need some comforts. i'm breaking down.

2011-04-06T04:45:00.000-07:00

Haven't update for like years alr! MISSMEANOT?

okay so hmm, saturday i headed to town with my parents! we went to suntec convention centre first, then aft tht we had lunch @ pepper lunch!

it was awesome ogeh! then aft tht went to shop ard, then my mother's heel broke so i ran to cotton on and bought her a super big slipper HAHA. i keep stepping on it ;3.

thn aft tht had dinner @ hmm.. i think i forgot whr ! gah nvm, then i went to do some plaster painting thing! super cutezxc!

and funfunfun, i burnt a hole in my father's wallet >:) . evil laughter k3k3k3.

then next day met jasmine @ wlds!

tht szb say 12 meet in the end ard 1 then meet :@. thn aft tht headed to pierce her nose and ear, then went to eat mac! she took many unglam pix, but we made a deal not to post them on blog :( *on fb got :B*

sososo, we were slacking ard, then aft tht when we went to smoke, got one uncle walk past us then keep shaking his head, then aft tht make a phone call then we run LOL

stupid or stupid :( plus i was wearing heels!

see my bag and heels <333333

aft tht we headed to cine, bought movie tix @ cwp for cine. thn we went shopping for cpl stuff, <3. we bought matching sunglasses, earrings and watch!

then we caught the movie " the ghost " . 4.5 / 5!!! effing nice! then got one part, the guy while making clay, he said " with pressure ... slowly ..." me and jasmine burst out laughing HAHA. sick minds XD.

(BELLY)

and i cried quite alot in the movie. JASMINE CRIED TOO. only she denied. tsk!!! nvm! aft tht we went to take neoprints! see the colour <:

smooch, <3.

aft tht we headed to arcadeeeee. went to ddr and basketball! sweat like QWE$R%^&*(. hehehe, mad fun with her!

aft tht went puff again at mrt thr, then went 7eleven buy drink and we headed home!

sooo, monday, i saw cousin on the train so we went to my house i helped her pierced tongue :3. thn i went to eat dinner at jp w my parents . thn while they were booking the seats, i went to the int thr find jordan.

so i WATCHED him smoke then i headed down to find my parents agn. aft tht sent my ahgong and ahma to their bus thr!

then tuesday, nigel came aft sch to boonlay find me. then we headed to my house and he was playing w my sis while i go prepare.

aft tht i headed outttttttt . had funnnnnnnnn . okay i gna eat my dinner now and i gna go piano !

fs me !

&; no more crying, i can't cry anymore.

2011-04-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

Hello, haha digging out old photos, i've a surprise for you all okay!

hehe. sepia .

this silly cousin of mine, hehe met her today aft school, went ate mac. then sent her off to busstop & me to tuition :3.

talked to her alot! he really taking revenge ehy, :( gna start emoing!

One day, love and friendship met. Love asked, “Why do you exist when I already exist?” Friendship smiled and said, “To put a smile where you leave tears.”

Sometimes I get so fed up that I just want to walk away from you. But what hurts me is that I know you’re not going to follow.

The rain reminds me of you, how cold you are, how gloomy you make me feel, how many tears I’ve shed because of you, how much damage you’ve caused and how stupid I am for still needing you.

The day you broke my heart, I dropped a tear in the sea. I was lost and distorted, without you I can’t be me. And when they find that tear, that single drop of pain, that’s the one and only time this heart forgets your name.

HEHE , epic face.

I love him but I’ve fallen for you. I can’t leave him but I can’t bear losing you. He gives me the world but you mean the world to me. Now should I cling to my past or should I let you pass?

FUNNIER.

You promised to take care of me but you hurt me. You promised to give me joy but you brought me tears. You promised your love but you gave me pain. Me? I promised you nothing but I gave you my heart.

I feel like finally, it’s over. It doesn’t hurt anymore. Finally, I could smile again. But every once in a while, it comes back. I remember how I lost the only person I’ve ever loved and then I realize I still do.

HERE'S THE SURPRISE WAHA , CHIO ?! okay was mad pain okay! fs me, <3.

&; i'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears,

2011-03-26T09:22:00.000-07:00

Hello, this was taken like the beginning of the year and yea my piercings.

hahah precious moments, <3.

playing with the webcam!

bubblesss.

HI MY HEAD KENA SQUASHED.

okay, so yea, 25 march friday, headed home directly after school, dota-ed then went prepare to go out. Left house @ around 5.30 then went to fetch my mummy.

Aft tht headed over to singapore turf club for dinner!

Had shark fin, noodles, beijing duck ( LOL I TYPO FUCK ) andandand the cheese oyster, and you know what?! my dad ordered 10 and i ate one then wanted to vomit alr, too cheesy!

then my dad had to eat around 6 ? Kelian!

the bill was around 200plusplusplus. so yea aft tht went to shop.

then headed home, and guess what ?! I DOTA-ED AGAIN. hahaha, anw i use a very noob hero :/. i use Drow Ranger, but then okay lah, i improving!

just now first time win a dota game with chris! hehe happy much!

hahaha byebye, <3. CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG AND FS ME.

& ; if people are jealous, you are doing the right thing,

2011-03-23T04:52:00.000-07:00

hi everybodeee, see that mad chio lady on top?! Gah i love her i love her i love her i love her ! If you've watched the hills or laguna beach you confirm know who she is!

Tadaaa, she's lauren conrad! and anyw, she's like mad chio, no matter what she wear, how plain, no matter how "unglamly" she laugh, she never seems to be rly unglam!

*jealous much*. plus omg, look at her skin tone, andandand the way she braids her hair, she's like oh so unique okay!

ahh, love everything about her, hahah, so lemme talk about myself now, i've been going school *yips*, i haven't pon til school hor <: . k3k3.

AHH SEE SHE LAUGH ALSO CHIO?! okay , then today went for oracy thingy then piangeh, fucking funny, haha, shhhh, secret cannot say :b

hahaha so cute!!!

Her @ 2008 mtv music awards! mad chioness

gah, i feel so........................ nvmnvm, haha, im tired of people who come and go, srsly tired, i don't understand why some people choose to not believe what i say, yet believe what others say. perhaps, i trusted the wrong person, but well, gah, nvm. fml.

i dont know why i look so effing weird here. today's quite a pissing off day for me actually. been swearing whole day. i don't swear often okay XD

hahaha, i see this till tou yun, see finish this go turn and look ard your room! hehe and catch my tumblr! 99lithiumrose-s.tumblr.com!

& ; i just can't imagine me without you ,

2011-03-19T09:16:00.000-07:00

HIHI, i edited my fb skin, <3. go fbskins.com! See still have dislike button andandand the falling hearts zomg! mad chio <3

btw mine is i ownself design one hor >:@ . k3k3k3 smart ppl ^^ *haolian* HAHA.

ahahaha, was camwhoring, see my hair? :/. god i wanna redye it.

damn my eyebags :@

why do i look like i applied lipgloss??? OKAY. HAHA MY VIEWS ARE INCREASING AGAIN <3. DO VISIT MORE LOVELIES <3!!

& ; you're fucking perfect to me,

2011-03-17T11:27:00.000-07:00

Hihihihi, hahaha, if you don't understand what ^ is, i shall explain ! Before I screw you, are you over 18 cutiepie? ^^ super cute right! k3k3 .

My sis took this for me, see her pacifier behind my hand?! k3k3, super cute <3. I love her mxm. I got camwhore with her!

My laugh and my messed up hair! Oh btwbtw, my blog views are dropping :(! Damn you :(. Fine, haha here comes the proper post!

17 march, woke @ around 12, was super tired okay! Then aft tht audi-ed a few rounds and then bathe and headed off to initially macpherson , then amk, then in the end went serangoon instead. <:

Met korkor & Chris @ 7 eleven, and lemme tell you, they let me stand there for 10 bloody minutes :(! THEIR LEG SUPER SHORT :@.

Aft met them, went out to puff, then i was sms-ing like crazy, haha, don't know how many people sms me, i got unlimited :b! NEHNEHNIPOOPOO.

Then aft tht they headed to cotton on to buy slippers and headed to the toilets. Hahaha, then aft tht we went to serangoon garden the lan shop.

Had fun, haha, i owned the 5 of them! Every round i win, k3k3k3. Even off chance! hahaha happy mxm :x. Woohoo and i'll never forget my 1.5 mil :x!

GAHA, i'm haolian-ing, so wht? :b nehnehnipoopoo! I only played for around 1 hour then went out they smoke again, aft tht awhile i cab to cwp to eat MOS!

(Me and my sis!)

Then saw Jeffrey there. Okay fine, i didn't see him! He texted me whether im there then i was like turning around like some szb then i realised he on 3rd floor LOL.

Then aft tht headed to take bus home and saw someone cousin mentioned, hahahah, and aft tht at the bus interchange i saw hazel!

Kept seeing familiar faces sia, k3k3k3. Okay, i'm real tired now :(

I'm like having fever i think, 37.4, fine close to fever and i'm having flu :(! How horrible is tht?! And please click on my nuffnangs :(. I know i have silent readers alright!

Oh, and i've to watch those eyebags of mine :(!

BYEBYE DEARS <3!

& ; Life is about hope and chances, and you're the hope.

2011-03-16T10:54:00.000-07:00

Hihihihihihi, tadaaaa, this silly cousin of mine only know how anyhow take my unglam k3k3. nevermind i still love her :b

Okay, so 15 march cousin came over my house find me, then we make up and gossip about some people then aft tht headed off to cwp!

Went up to kopitiam and ate our chicken chops, and omg, i tell you her eye makeup smudge HAHA, so i keep tell her try not to blink her eye if not super obvious.

Then aft eating, we headed off to teckwhye, and something super super xiasuay happened............ I FELL OFF THE STAIRS >: .

Poor me, now my leg got some bloody scratch ugh :(. Cause on the lrt, got one angmoh come talk to us say hi, how are you, fine?

Then me and cousin both ignored him cause we damn paiseh, then aft tht when we alighted, we were laughing and so i just fell off. Yayaya, continue laughing :(.

Then aft tht we went camwhore @ the basketball court there, i used to slack there with hippo, wong and shyan de lor, omg miss shyan :(

We headed to lot 1 to watch movie, hahaha, super epic. Don't wna elaborate. Aft tht cousin sent me home, aww, <3.

Then, 16 march, went to cwp to meet my primary school tuition friend, Renee :D! Haha, super long never see her alr and i was late :/.

We headed over to kfc first but then was packed so we headed to MOS burger, ate my teriyakichickenburger and aft tht we headed to cathay.

caught gnomeo & juliet, haha super epic. When the whole destruction scene came, there's this sadistic kid behind us laugh til damn loud! Then his father say shh! Then everyone in the cinema laughed at him, hehe cutiepie.

Aft movie, we headed over to Renee's house area slack. Then we camwhore, obviously. Hahaha, then got this random maid come ask me lend her phone cause her phone no batt.

Then i was like, i scared later she run away with my phone so i asked her for what number then i help her text. Then she said the person is her employer's son.

Then she said smth about him being handsome but naughty LOL. Then aft tht she keep like make me make friend with the son sia omg, then he happened to be from my primary school haha epicness.

Then aft tht i told the maid tht he asked her to go home now then aft tht i headed to cwp again, then we went arcade. Then see some people there LOL.

Then we went to the neoprint machine, WTF the quality sucks! IS LIKE SUPER BLACK LOR :(. I wna be white it make me blacker T_T.

Then aft tht we headed home, and tada, i'm finally posting at godknowswhattime. Haha, i think i'm kinda sleepy now, so goodnight peeps.

Sad face.

Shock!

HUH face.

Emo-ing :'(

Hello we are szb!

UNGLAM K3K3

-Starestare-

Sleeping

SHY!!!

Missing you :(

ANGRY :@

Pig like i think ><

MONSTER

Agnes, does this count as annoying? :o

CONSTIPATED AHHAHAH

HEYA, WE'VE GOT MOSTACHE.

xmm ! k3k3k3, okay CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG AND FORMSPRING ME HUNS, <3.

& ; if you want a girl to be your angel, please create a heaven for her,

2011-03-14T10:30:00.000-07:00

k3k3k3, the banner i did for my blogshop, chio ?! :D

HELLO BABIES. SEE, I LOOK CUTE POINTS UP .

i miss chernis <3

hahaha browsing thru my pict <3

i look silly .

<3 cousin

rmb how we used to be so close? i miss everyt.

& ; god took away adam's ribcage and created eve,

2011-03-13T04:03:00.000-07:00

hihihihihihi , ever wondered how i will look with light makeup ? k3k3k3 . points to on top . omg i look so white there k3k3k3 . i wna be white , i wna be tall :(

OHHHH , and thts me with my first hubby, onew, <3. ain't he hawt ?! hehehe

Came across this story on some webby , hehe super sweet !

A good reminder: "Take time to appreciate what you have now." --Dont miss reading this one

On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the
remaining of the gift I didn't manage to buy earlier.

When I saw all the people there, I started to complain tomyself,"It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go.
Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year.How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it..."

Nonetheless, I made my way to the toy section, and there I started to curse the prices, wondering if after all kids really pla ywith such expensive toys.

While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who was this doll for. Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him, "Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?"

The old lady replied, "You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear."

Then she asked him to stay here for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I started to walk toward him and I asked him who did he want to give this doll to.
"It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her."

I replied to him that may be Santa Claus will bring it to her, after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly.

"No, Santa Claus can not bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there."

His eyes were so sad while saying this.

"My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mummy will also go to see God very soon, so I thought that she could bring the doll with her to give it to my sister."

My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said, "I told daddy to tell mummy not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I come back from the supermarket.

Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me, "I also want mummy to take this photo with her so that she will not forget me."

I love my mummy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister."
Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.I quickly reached
for my wallet and took a few notes and said to the boy, "What if we checked
again, just in case if you have enough money?"
"Ok," he said. "I hope that I have enough."
I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it.
There was enough for the doll, and even some spare money.
The little boy said, "Thank you God for giving me enough money."
Then he looked at me and added,
"I asked yesterday before I slept for God to
make sure I have enough money to buy this doll so that mummy can give it to my sister. He heard me."
"I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mummy, but I didn't dare to ask God too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and the white rose."
"You know, my mummy loves white rose."
A few minutes later, the old lady came again and I left with my trolley. I
finished my shopping in a totally
different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my
mind.
Then I remembered a local newspaper article 2 days ago, which mentioned of a drunk man in a truck who hit a car where there was one young lady and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-assisting machine, because the young lady would not be able to get out of the coma.
Was this the family of the little boy?
Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young lady had passed away.I couldn't stop myself and went to buy a bunch of white roses and I went to the mortuary where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wish before burial.
She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rosein her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place crying, feeling that my life had been changed forever. The love that this little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to that day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk man had taken all this away from him.

OH BTW .

FS ME AND CLICK ON MY NUFFNANGS.

& ; things you've gotta know

2011-03-10T18:47:00.000-08:00

My Personality:

I’m loud

I’m obnoxious

I’m sarcastic

I’m cocky

I cry easily

I have a bad temper

For the most part, I don’t like people

I’m easy to get along with

I have more enemies than friends

I’ve smoked

I’ve smoked weed

I drink coffee

I clean my room daily

My Appearance:

I wear makeup

I wear a piece of jewelery at all times

I wear contacts (for eyesight)

I wear contacts (for colour not eyesight)

I wear contacts (for eyesight and colour)

I wear glasses

I have/had braces

I change my hair color often

I straighten my hair often

I have piercings

I have small feet

Relationships:

I’m in a relationship now

I’m single

I’m crushing

I’m in love

I’m always scared of being hurt

An ex has physically abused me, at least once

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did

I’ve been in love more than two times

I believe in love at first sight

Friendships:

I have a best friend

I have at least ten friends

I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend

I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend

I can trust at least five people with my life

Experiences:

I’ve been on a plane

I’ve been on a train

Someone close to me has died

I’ve taken a taxi

I’ve taken a city bus

I’ve taken a school bus

I’ve gone bungee jumping

I’ve made a speech

I’ve won an award

I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight

I’ve been in a physical fight

Music:

I listen to R&B

I listen to country

I listen to pop

I listen to techno

I listen to rock

I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it

I hate the radio

I buy CDs

Television:

I spend at least six hours a day watching TV

I watch soap operas daily

I’m in love with Days of Our Lives

I’ve seen and liked The OC

I’ve seen and liked/loved One Tree Hill

I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model

I’ve seen and liked Popular

I’ve seen and liked 24

I’ve seen and liked CSI

I’ve seen and liked Everwood

Family Life:

I get along with both of my parents

I have at least one brother

I have at least one sister

I have at least one step brother/sister

I have at least one half brother/sister

I’ve been kicked out of my house

I’ve ran away from home

I’ve made my parents cry

I’ve lied to my parents

I’ve lied to my parents about where I am

I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing

I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded

I don’t live with my parents

Parents are screwed up and gone

Hair:

I’ve been brown

I’ve cut my hair in the past year

I’ve dyed my hair in the past year

I’ve been blonde

I’ve been red

I’ve been light brown

I’ve been medium brown

I’ve been blue/green

I’ve gotten my hair thinned

I use conditioner

I’ve used Silk Therapy

I’ve used hot oil treatments

I’ve curled my hair

I’ve straightened my hair

I’ve ironed my hair

I’ve braided my hair

School:

I’ve yelled at a teacher

I’ve been suspended

I’ve had an in-school suspension

I’ve walked out of class

I’ve skipped an entire day of school

I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class

I’ve failed a test

I’ve cheated on a test

I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test

I’ve failed Art

I’ve failed PE

I’ve failed Math

I’ve failed Science

A teacher has called my parents

& ; what if he's your prince charming but you're not his cinderella ?

2011-03-10T17:47:00.000-08:00

HI OMG , this post have dont know how many pictures lah ! let you all see til happy . hehehe alot of my jiaobin but nevermind ! i had fun with this silly loh of mine ! <3 .

Soooooo , aft school i went home and prepared etc, then went off to dhoby ghaut to meet loh ! loh was @ carrefour , and she reached WAY earlier than me hehhehe .

aft tht we went to buy stuff for our *picnic* @ marina barrage k3k3k3 . 12 dollar plusplusplus hehe . then aft tht we went to daiso to buy luminous light sticks !

actually is wanted to buy pink one , dont know how come become red one *sobs* . nvm its still chio k3k3 ! we bought loads of things from daiso ! you see the pictures below you know alr k3k3 !

then it was 7.30 pm alr ! then we rushed over to the shuttle bus there @ mairna bay , but it just left :( . so we waited for awhile then the bus came again !

had loads of h2h talk with this silly loh of mine k3k3 ! we exchange BELATED valentine pressie ! hehehe so sweet of her , bake cookie somemore <3 .

Tada ! the stuff we brought ! OH , and not forgetting to mention , i brought the mat , so during the whole mrt trip . i look like a idiot carrying a mat k3k3 !

Tada , see my glow on my face ? *EXCITED* . so , we camwhored then went to the top and put down our things , there my mat came into handy k3k3 ~

then behind us was a couple taking wedding photos . super envious lor ! i was telling loh tht i wna take my wedding photos here , then she said by the time this place GUOSHI le . :(

kekeke , muching on my sandwhich with ham and still camwhoring k3k3 .

the super nice biscuit with the super cute and nice coloured thingy on top k3k3 ! me and loh's fav !

dont i look silly keke ?

still camwhoring .......

TADA THE KIDDO WING .

see the super nice bokeh effect ? jealous jealous ? ^^

WOOHOO .

our pretty legs k3k3 !

she zoomed in on my face .................

with the wind !

was enjoying my sandwich ............

otp !

HEHEHE , emjoyed ?! okay im heading out naoz so byebye !!

& ; hey soul sister ,

2011-03-05T08:54:00.000-08:00

k3k3k3 , was digging through my photos in my compy <: , so decided to randomly post hehe :x . this was when i was super hottt , and bored ;b , then i posted this up on facebook . hehe no makeup + fringe up !

okay i dont knw , i think im trying to do smth retarded . well , maybe looking up and opening mouth , hoping got snowflake ? wahah ! maybe :b . hehehe , but dont you agree i look cute + innocent ? hehehe :$ !

okayyyy , heheh i have no idea wht is this , but i love the effect , it's in my lousy webcam hehehe , yknow , my webcam sucks . always webcamming halfway then will hang there one lor ! esp during my most unglam moments hang there . i wna buy new webcam * winkwink * .

okie , and this was before i dyed my hair hehe . oh yea btw peeps , support me & jasmine blogshop !

HTTP://PRETTYLENSESFOR-YOU.BLOGSPOT.COM !

& ; sorry doesn't turn back time , but it heals .

2011-03-04T09:01:00.000-08:00

hehehehe i reactivated my fb account , y knw why ? cause me and tht beloved raymond patched up hehehe misunderstanding :b . honestly when i saw his text today i cried on the mrt :/. guess im weakgirl_96 ~

* do i look like some tiko peh ??? !*

hehehe so today was overall good . 4th march ma today , then went to dhoby celebrated danish birthday with some other people hahhaha , was quite fun lah :/.

then aft tht headed to yishun and caught gnomeo & juliet . omgomgomgom they so fucking cuteee !

Gnomeo : i can't go .

Juliet : i understand how you feel .

Gnomeo : uh , im stuck .

then the screen change to the gnomeo stuck over there his head heheheh . omg so cute :x .

okay people i recommend you all go watch okay , its super cute + wont fall asleep one lor hehehe , unless you no feeling de :@ .

alirhgts i dont knw whts wrong with tht expression but oh well , random hehehe . okay formsprign meeeeee , bye luvs <3 .

& ; i lost a friend i love .

2011-03-03T05:50:00.000-08:00

hi . i lost a friend .

i cried for him . not cause his my lover . just cause he's a friend that i loved . alot .

and someone just had to come along and break us up .

i admit i was overwhelmed by emotions .

i admit im was being a bitch by saying whatever i said to him .

but all i knew was i cared abt my feelings .

and my only .

i was selfish .

oh wait , i am selfish . i still am selfish .

so sorry .

i thought we could be friends , till the end .

i guess not anymore .

and anw , readers , i've deactivated my fb account for this .

gimme some time to cheerup alrights .

thanks i love you guys .

sorry .

sorry my dearest friend .

sorry for everything .

&; someone asked me if i knew you, a million memories flashed through my mind and i whispered, not anymore.

2011-02-25T18:54:00.000-08:00

Hi babies i miss you . long time never see you all alr all engrossed in school hur ! i wna transfer can someone help please ;( , help me ask your school got vacancy for sec 3 anot plsplsplspls , if you can i give you hughug okay hehe ;shy !

Past few day slacking & ddr only , life's like a boring only . School also super boring esp tht woman everything also pin point me . i pin up hair still not happy :( . i'm being so nice by pinning up my fringe and all alr now you doing this to me :(

okay short post for now , btw i saw this rly sweet thing , i cant rmb where but well .

"Few days ago , i told my sister that when it rains , it means that somewhere a little girl is crying . Yesterday , when it started raining , i saw my sister with a raincoat running out of the house . I asked her , " what are you doing ? " She said , " I'm going to find that little girl who is crying and cheer her up . " She's 4 . "

so sweet rights :( . OKKK FORMSPRING ME BYEBYE LOVELIES .

&; why people always take the best thing in life for granted ?

2011-02-24T06:00:00.000-08:00

I guess i've to forget everything we've went through . Every single h2h talk we ever had . The first time you brought me to eat my first bk meal . The first time someone ever told me i look good in floral . The first time someone made me wait so long without crying . The first time someone who's sucha gentleman to me . The first time you broke my heart . The first time you saw me cry . The first time you told me you wna hug me . The first time we watched movie together . The first time you told me abt your rice burger . The first time i've been oh so crazy over a guy . The first time i thought this was infatuation but its not . The first time you mentioned her name . The first time , i cried for your leave .

Hi sorry babes and hunks for emo-ing @ the start . rly in the emo-ing mood now but nevermind . QIMIN IS STILL BELI OPTIMISTIC . Well , i guess he's gna be happy ain't he . Hmm ..... i wna talk abt my past alrights . sooooo , please don't criticise me cause of my horrid past .

well . i lost my first kiss in primary 1 . to some guy whom i thought i like and he liked me . well , it was just a peck on the lips so i dont know if tht counts :/. then aft tht i fell in "love" with a guy . he broke my heart , i cried . but i didn't linger and moan abt him . aft several failed r/s . i've horrid memories .

once , i liked a guy . who i've never been with til now . i like him . i told him . he rejected me . oh wow . then i started going out with another guy . then he suddenly told me he liked me . he said he regretted to having me . then , i had to reject cause i was having a boyfr @ tht point of time .

aft tht i broke up , and i ask him again , once again he rejected . i don't knw wht was wrong . but i moved on . hehe so paiseh . then aft tht i like this guy . he played my feelings all the way till recently then i found out -.- . okay i'm still kinda pissed but well , he never rly said he loved me before . i guess i fail .

then . i liked this other guy . the one i mean at the very top of this post . then . he doesn't like me . he has someone he likes . and , i guess , it was time for me to move on . i tried . but i can't . srsly cant . no matter how hard i try to distract myself . everything i do reminds me of him . everything around me reminds me of him . i tried a change of environment . failed too . and . i hope he isn't reading this cause he'll definitely know who he is . and oh , damn , i forgot . i'm non-existent in his dictionary :)

& ; love is just a game you play , but sometimes you lose .

2011-02-19T20:19:00.000-08:00

our pretty legssss . HAHA .

my hair colour , and before my haircut :((((

me and mummyyyy .

me and dadyyyy .

unglammm .

hoiii , i not wearing makeup so i wearing sunglasses ><

me and daddyy with NO MAKEUP WAHA .

coussie with same bday <3 .

pretty leg again HAHA .

at penang :D .

light makeup before going dentist :(

going outttt !!!

dinner . awesome ehy <3 .

coussie's

another coussie's hehe .

our drinks .

chioer shot .

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH . i finally uploaded !!!!! okkkkkk byebye . i beli tired of schoolllllllll .

&; I never thought things would turn out this way, like who would?

2011-02-12T08:45:00.000-08:00

WOOHOOO , i'm madly in love with this hot guyyyyyyy <33333 . You wna knw who he is ?! he's L.Joe ! from teentop :D . omg he's like a supa hot :b !

look at his 2nd post ! this picture was taken with Hyuna , woohoo , L.Joe looks so hawtttttttttttttt <3

WEEEE , see the top picture can alr . DONT YOU AGREE THT HE'S FUCKING HOT ?!

Alright, ending my post alr <3 .

gonna dream of you, tonight.